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"Upon my bed I find myself resting each day.
Thoughts rapidly surge throughout my mind.
Drops of rain fall from the sky, as they do my eyes.
Clouds darken the sky, as my heart breaks further.
You mean the world to me, yet you still remain clueless.

Truthfully, I'll probably never forget about you my friend.
When my tears would fall, you would wipe them away.
Questions flood my mind and heart, but I have no answers.
I've sunk to my knees in pain one too many times over you.
You mean the world to me, yet you are still clueless.

Dread filters into my soul like lethal poison when you're gone.
To face things alone, and without you, destroys me beyond comprehension.
If I watch you leave or say goodbye to you, that'll be the end of me.
My one request: take care of my heart, for I'm now leaving it with you.
You mean the world to me, yet you'll forever remain clueless.

Now you're gone my friend...I regret not saying those three powerful words.
Darkness slips into my heart every minute that passes by with you gone.
Memories haunt me in my sleep, and even when I'm awake.
I miss you when I'm sad, more if I'm angry, but I miss you the most when I'm happy.
You mean the world to me, and will never get to know how much, now that you're gone.

I'll miss your incredible smile that lights up a room.
I'll miss your beautiful eyes full of intelligence.
I'll miss your addicting laugh that always cheered me up.
But most of all, I'll just miss you and your heart of gold.
You mean the world to me, yet you're gone and I'm alone again.

Just.....please don't forget about me my friend.
I'll never forget you; that would be impossible.
Take care of yourself; you'll be in my heart always.
A part of me will always love you the rest of my life.
You mean the world to me and always will. That will never change.

You never know what you have until its gone."

*those words are dedicated from me to me myself*